Hey, this is Paprika’s older sister, ZerrekTheDog.
I’m sorry to break the news to all of you this way but she passed away yesterday. She had a seizure at the wrong time and choked to death before we could get to her in time. I’m truly sorry to tell you all this. Please share your condolences and remember her as an artist who did her best against the odds.
i usually dont make this kind of stuff cuz i dont want to worry anyone or make anyone think that im just seeking attention but this is something that i need to express
My mind has been riddled with paranoia and it all started when i fainted a couple of times when i was younger, it was due to not eating enough and/or not eating well enough and i would get headaches fairly often. I wasn’t in the best mind set cuz all I wanted was to goof off and thought that eating was such a hassle, when i fainted the second time, that was the final nail in the coffin and i grew paranoid. So I always made sure i ate enough, especially having breakfast, lunch and dinner and i’ve been doing well as of right now but my paranoia didnt stop and it hasnt stopped ever since.
And its not just fear of fainting but its also due to a lot of other things i fear, the world can be beautiful but it can also be scary. Because of all these scary things that happen out there in the world, I’m afraid I might end up not surviving out there because of these things. I dont want to be paranoid anymore, i dont want to deal with my anxiety anymore, i dont want to be scared anymore, all i want is to enjoy life without fearing that i might die one day if i make the wrong mistake.
I JUST WANT ALL THIS NEGATIVITY TO STOP.
i’m really sorry for this, i just really needed to get it out of my system
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